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27 March 2010 @ 11:52 pm
i picture you in the sun, wondering, what went wrong. and falling down on your knees, asking for, sympathy. and ebing caught in between, all you wish for and all you see
27 March 2010 @ 10:46 pm

drinking every night. tonight was drambuie yuck. im starting to write a book, hopefully itll be carthatic. finisihed the intro today. gilly was always tellling me to write. i haev an outline for the chpaters too. jesus im turning out to be pam, ecs mum, a friendless (for good reason!Q!0) overweight alcoholic. not quire overweiught yuet but give it time.. defiantly didnt get up all of my binge tonight. i know great people though, realllly, i am fortunate to have met themm amazing peoppples.

25 March 2010 @ 11:44 pm
alcohol and bulimua are trhe true constants. lonely but constant. attention hurtgs because you love and eventually fade into the peripheral of whomevers life. hurtsies
19 January 2010 @ 09:50 pm

whats there to wirte about? not much, nothing newww. still in a pathetic situation of unrequited yearning love. still self loathing and self destructive and self harming. loving my beesgt friends erika jess siobhann casty jc. feeeling sad about others, rejeccted!! man i am ka-ioool, gettting drunk by myself and being a self pityying cunnt,.shots of smirnoff chased by hoem brand diet cola1111 woo!!!! im sorrry erika, i know i said i wouldnt but me and jordan got in a fighhht.. ill tell you later. umm also my therapaistt said my mumss actually reallly mentally ill and im protettting her? makes sense.. a bit. scgool soon.AS ALways, i only want one person. one thing.

02 November 2009 @ 08:32 pm
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07 June 2008 @ 07:31 pm
deleting livejournal. thank you to anyone who has ever read my journal or expressed kind (or any) intentions towards me.
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