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27 April 2010 @ 09:43 pm
i am very very sad and utterly alone and have no access to alcohol seeing as my mother poured the contents of the liquor cupboard and my stash down the sink. at a loss for what to do at this point
julietwheres_romeo on April 27th, 2010 11:50 am (UTC)
I know that it might be awful now, but having the alcohol gone will help things. I promise sweetheart. I know it doesn't feel like it now and it seems like the only thing that will help, but alcohol doesn't help anything.
It will be okay.
delilah_liesdelilah_lies on April 27th, 2010 11:52 am (UTC)
it is not going to be ok. i cant deal with these feelings, i dont have support, i depend on alcohol, bulimia. theyve been taken away and im just expected to fucking deal
julietwheres_romeo on April 27th, 2010 12:43 pm (UTC)
It will be. In time (and keep in mind, that time could be anywhere from 1 week to 5 years) you will learn the coping strategies to help you. I am still learning them now, so i'm not one to talk. But you have to hold onto hope. Alcohol and bulimia make the feelings worse. I know you know that. They're only an extremely short term fix. You're not expected to deal and no one thinks that you should have to. Your friends are there to listen and they will. And they'll still love you. So let them.
marie antoinettechasethefeeling on April 27th, 2010 11:54 am (UTC)
sobering up is a very good place to start :)
delilah_liesdelilah_lies on April 27th, 2010 11:56 am (UTC)
erika thats very well to say but i have been left with little means of coping or resolving my issues,and with no support
marie antoinettechasethefeeling on April 27th, 2010 12:29 pm (UTC)
you have sheri, and you have me and siobhan :) i can't be nicey-nice and say something that's just like a bandaid or a pat on the head. it's not gonna be easy. it's something super shit that you have to get through. i am here for you but i'm not gonna beat around the bush, i love you so i'm gonna be honest. getting drunk every night was NOT helping you cope with your issues.